Have u ever looked appond the earth and just realised that life itself gives u clues that u did something good or bad ? It happens rarely but sometimes.... Its just like the wind blows toughts trough ur head.. U react with a smile but then u wonder.. Why ? Was i meant to be this way or did my own decision`s changed me from the start. It all started in like.. 5th grade ? I was standing at the balcony looking at the stars. This one beautifull star stunished me. A friend of my mom asked me: "What are u looking at, Ole-Christian ?" I said: "Is that a planet ? How come that star is so much bigger than the others ?" She answered: "Thats Procyon. One of the brightest stars u can see from here."
I didnt really know a purpose or a reason why i kept looking at it but i felt this inner strength of faith... I felt that if i ever was worried or sad i could look up at it and it would take me into some sort of trance which gave me so much relief that i could continue further in my life without any secondary thoughts of what to happen...
As years passed i continued to look upon the sky and seek guidance. It felt good actually
Then one night when i was down in Råde. I was just bored and was thinking about my future etc. I sat down on my grandmothers balcony and looked up. I saw about 14 star shots are whatever u call em in 20 minutes... I had like plenty of tries to wish for something but only think i kept thinking off was.. Why do people never look at the sky ? Why dont they just take 5 minutes of their life and think: "Why do i do what i do ? Why do i act different to different kind of people ? If he looks more nice than she, why do i give him more respect ? What if she never have experienced someone who greets her with a sign of love ? If i gave her the same message i gave to the other guy, would she change ?". There are alot of questions. But as i asked questions for others i realised that it was my own message. People change depending on how the message is given from u to the other person. If i decide to stay positive and greet others in a nice way... Would they change into a better person and will i do the same ? I always found this quite logical but when i really sat down and thought about it i changed alot
The human kind has needs.. but they always have an option.. If u hurt another person, u will hurt other persons that is associated with that certain person. If u help a person, that person will be happy and he/she will maybe introduce u to his/her world and alot of happiness might come in the future... Some refer these kinda thought`s as the "Law of Attraction"
Why do i write this ? Simply cause i think others can find this little story comforting and also helpfull in the daily life. It doenst have to be a star that helps u but if u find something that gives u a moment of relief u might see certain differences u hadnt noticed before
Some people might find this either confusing or amusing but just think about it...
I could be hated and i could be loved.. The choice is really simple...
If u have any opinions on ur own, feel free to comment. I would appreciate it
- Cheers Ole
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