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You're young ! haha

Mephouze wrote:

You're young ! haha

You're old and fat! haha

I maybe young but I have a cool birthday hehehehe And Meph!! You don't talk to me nomore? Thats sad... sniff sniff... Nothing like morning posts and waiting to get in the shower... Blah...

Ok let's spam again

Happy BDay in advance !

Thats still not talking to me... And thankies... How are you? How have you been? How is school? How is your holiday vacation? Anything new?

I'm fine ! just came back from the restaurant, which was goooood !

Holidays are beggining, lot of dinners ;p just missing some snow and my gf

And ya ?

Ive been doing okay.. Company just left after dinner hehe.. Tomorrow is my birthday party and then the next day will be of preparing food and then Christmas dinner and lots of driving around on the 25th.. Besides that I am doing okay... Just missing my mom and wishing my BF was here for the holidays... But it will be okay... I hope you get to see your GF soon tho... Life is never fun without all the people you love around you... There is snow on the ground here.. Its supposed to disappear and then come back tho... I hope there is snow on my birthday tho... I love snow minus the cold hehe... snow...

Happy Birthday Alyssa !

Merry christmas too, and all the stuff you wish !

Happy Birthday Alyssa

thankies thankies you two!! ^^ Very much.. hehe...

So I know there is no double posting or what not but I just wanted to wish everyone a happy new year and great wishes to all and I hope you all have made 2007 a nice and a good year to remember... Make you best new years resolution and follow it through till the end... Have a great night and try not to get to drunk...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

yaay happy new year all
gnight!

Happey new yearrrrrr everyone !

So We have a request from Zanar for some reading material... Well.. This will be somewhat of a... try... on my part to entertain my readers here.. (Because there are probably many seeing as tho I have 20 pages of random "spam").. So here we we go... I will take you on a little wing on the past.. Maybe present.. and maybe even future.. I apologize now for typos that may occur... This was not a planned post at all...

From the being being of time and the start off the world... *cough*.. Thats not my type of beginning... Well.. Id share a poem.. But it may scare some of you... Id write a "biography" on Saphire.. But I mean.. Who dont know what she is where she began and how much drama was cause around here.... I can post random youtube videos like in the other topic.. But thats not my thing... I can tell you all about my wonderful raiding day.. (two days since I started sub class quest and I got toi and cabrio done) But that is short and simple just like that... Maybe that entertained you a bit... I can start making random video blogs of my ingame action and post it to the forum... That can be entertaining.. When I am actually doing something... So what can I possibly do here to entertain my readers?.. Hum I have no possible idea.. So you know what I will do...I will post this...

Im sorry for what I have done,
For the pain I have caused to the ones that I love.
I have hurt you,
Which means I have hurt me instead.
I have thought about sucicide,
And being dead.
Maybe it wont hurt,
Or maybe it is a lie.
But for right now,
All I can do is cry.
I have tried to get over,
Everything from above.
And the longer I try,
The more furstrating it becomes.
The pressure has been growning,
For days and days.
But untill I can face my fears,
The less you will be amazed.
I dont mean to hurt you,
And I dont want you to cry.
But to everyone I want to say good bye,
Please dont cry.
Cause if this does happen,
And I face my fears.
Someone will be cleaning up the pieces,
That everyone was scared of.
I have hurt myself once again,
And if I say something the taunting will begin.
You will say something,
And then you will cry.
Then I will sit in the corner,
And slowly say good bye.
My eyes close and I become content,
My lifeless body is now laying there and a blade in my hand.
I think I am gone,
I even see my mom.
But next thing I know my eyes open wide,
I gasp for air before looking to the side.
Why are you there,
Why do you care?
Dont touch my hand,
Dont kiss my face.
Dont look me in the eyes,
Cause you will see that Im weak.
I gave up again,
And showed you the real side.
Now I have been commited,
And thats what I needed to hide.
Now there are nomore secrets,
And now there are nomore lies.
You have seen the real me,
What I have been this whole time.
I cant do everything I did before,
I cant dress up and walk out the door.
Not that I would want to,
Because I know I would try.
To do it all over again,
Give it another try.
I tried to stay storng,
And I did for sometime.
But now I am weak,
Very weak for the whole time.
You all say you love me,
And ask me why?
But I cant explain,
I just want to die.
To all the offices I visit,
And the people that want me to speak.
There is only one I tell,
The secrets I keep.
Now I am gone,
Because he did not take me seriously.
This one was good,
I finally succed.
Laying there in a pool of blood,
In the bathroom this time.
No phone no blade,
Just water, pills and a knife.
Ive done it this time and now nothing can be a hassel.
Mom I can see you,
Hold you and cry.
You went through cancer,
Now Ive learned how to die.
There was only one wish,
To be barried by you.
And maybe a P.S.,
I love everyone to.
I see you all cry and I feel how it is,
But now I know everyone will see each other again.
We will walk this earth,
Minus the drama, money, and poor.
We will have all our stuff we want,
Plus more.
We will know all we didnt,
And maybe one day.
No more crying for me,
Untill the happy day.....

And after that jaw dropping poem that may let you see something more about me.. I will do one of these for you...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u3FHCG88LfA&locale=en_US&persist_locale=1

And then I will do this just to straighten out your face some... So you are not sitting there like this...

The world is mourning a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71.



Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs.Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, The Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch.



The grave site was piled high with flours.



Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never really knew just how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose to the top quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was no smart cookie in business, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky, he was a persistent and crusty old man, and was considered a positive roll model for all.



Doughboy is survived by his wife, Play Dough, two children, John and Jane Dough, plus they had one in the oven. He is also survived by his elderly father, Pop Tart. The funeral was held at 350 for about 20 minutes..

And that there my friends.. I hope it is reading material for you Zanar... and for all the rest of you that may enjoy reading my thread... By the way Who thinks I should have my own private "section" so things like this can be in private? I honestly dont mind tho... So lets go about our ways and hopefully you have not wasted your time with reading this and you got some enjoyment out of it...

Alyssa

P.S. Just so you know... That poem is already copy written by me so dont attempt to take it and/or use it.. Thank you in advance for being considerate of a poets poem

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Well, gratz on that

OMG Zanar is replying like a Stormfront, haha

I still didn't read it completely, i'll comment after, if I understand everything :p

Oh no problem Meph It is a big post.. take your time.. I just expected a large post back from zanar... If he read it of course.. well.. past 2AM here.. Im going to bed.. and good morning to you Meph Long time since you heard that.. hehehe

i read it all, but i have no idea what too comment on it
you made it all yourself right? i wouldnt be able to make something like that up!

Alyssa do you write your poems and stuff like that on the computer or first with pen and paper?

First off LOL and you know why hehehe

Second off to answer the question depends on where I am at the time... Sometimes when I am out and get a idea I will write it down with pen and paper... But most of the time it is a feeling at a moment in time and I type away.. It usually needs no correction.. Maybe a typo fixed here or there... But it is just sort of my thing for a poem to shoot out of my head like that.. That poem maybe took.. 10-20 minutes to write.. and correct... Thats me thats what I do BTW atleast someone is commenting on my post.. *looks at Zanar*

another poem written by me, just done.

A smile, a laugh
Sunlight
Crushed in the blink of an eye
Words sharper than razors
Unintended
Left is darkness and memories
Memories clouded by the happened
Tears hidden from bystanders sight
A shattered heart
No smile, no laugh
No more
Nothing